Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Review: I'll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson

Title: I'll Give You the Sun 

Author: Jandy Nelson

Rating: 5 Stars

I often didn't want to read I'll Give You the Sun. Nelson's debut, The Sky is Everywhere, sits pristinely on my shelf despite numerous re-reads as I flip through my favorite passages, the poems most beloved to my heart, and swoon again and again and again because Joe Fontaine. I couldn't, for the life of me, imagine that I'll Give You the Sun would be able to compare. After all, I couldn't relate to a novel about twins. About art. About grief. A novel told from two different perspectives, two different genders, two different time lines. I'll Give You the Sun arrived on my doorstep as a pre-packaged risk--one I wasn't sure I was ready to take. Until, of course, I cracked open the spine and Nelson rendered me speechless, useless, and nearly heartless. Again.

I'll Give You the Sun is a vastly different novel from The Sky is Everywhere but the atmosphere created by Nelson--the distinct flavor of her--is still present. While Nelson's debut dealt, from the onset, with grief, with moving on, with battling the inner demons and wrestling the outer ones, I'll Give You the Sun is a far more subtle discussion of similar topics. It is told from the perspectives of Noah and Jude, twin brother and sister whose lives have been intertwined from womb to birth and beyond. Noah, at thirteen years old, begins the novel and his narration is a burst of color on the page. Noah is an artist. Not only does he see the world around him in the shades of his paintbrush and the strokes of his hand, but he's constantly cramped over a drawing pad. For Noah, art isn't a lifestyle; it's his life. At thirteen, Noah is shy, quiet, and often alone. Jude, by contrast, is popular. A complete dare-devil, she seems to have inherited the strong, "masculine" traits that their father always pushes Noah to attain. But Noah, thirteen years old, in love with his talent, often bullied, and burdened by the knowledge that he is attracted to the men, is a narrative voice I cannot forget. Once heard, it will stay with me; constantly. Every other chapter we hear Noah speak; first thirteen, then thirteen and a half, slowly pushing fourteen, until fourteen hits. Over the course of a mere year Noah will fall in love, he will destroy his relationship with his sister, he will grow green with envy, he will yearn to achieve his dream of gaining entrance into art school, and he will lose his true love.

Jude, whose narration picks up two years later at sixteen, is a changed individual from the flighty, fun, and flirty teen she used to be through Noah's eyes just three years ago. Now, Jude attends the prestigious art school Noah dreamed of attending. She wears conservative clothes, speaks to the ghost of her dead grandmother, is estranged from Noah, and blames herself for her mother's death. It's a shocking juxtaposition, at first, to read Noah's tender, innocent, and all too child-like perspective where he draws, dreams, and is constantly able to rely on his twin sister and then, suddenly, to be yanked into Jude's head, two years later, where she and Noah barely speak to one another; where she has lost her love for life; where, somehow, she is living her brother's dream while he lives the life of the popular high school jock. What happened? It's the question that plagues us, constantly, as we frantically flip the pages while simultaneously smoothing them down to make the words last longer, the sensations linger deeper, to soak in the full impact of the tale at hand.

I'll Give You the Sun is gut-wrenching, certainly, but only because Nelson makes you feel so deeply for her characters that their grief becomes our grief. It's beautifully written, descriptions of art grazing the pages opposed to the poetry of The Sky is Everywhere but, unsurprisingly, under Nelson's prose it is just as evocative and powerful. Moreover, I love the love stories Nelson creates. Like Gayle Forman and Stephanie Perkins, Nelson writes true love; love forged by fate, intertwined by destiny, and brought together by multiple life paths, not just one. It's the type of romance I simply cannot rip myself away from. I'm a sucker for these love stories, though countless readers likely point out their improbability, and Nelson made me fall hard not just for one or even two of the love stories told, but for all three within these pages. I have absolutely no qualms in admitting that the swoon Nelson writes in I'll Give You the Sun rivals the swoon of The Sky is Everywhere--and then some.

Yet, at its core, I'll Give You the Sun is a story of family. Of truths and deceptions. Of what love truly means. It leaves us thinking, by the end, after all the revelations are through, and the lingering unanswered questions of death remain, as in real life, the most bittersweet remembrances. Perhaps, though, what I love most about it is that the growth within it is not limited to age. Granted, both Jude and Noah grow and change immensely from Noah's perspectives to Jude's, two-three years in the future, but the adults around them are also, constantly, changing and being changed by the circumstances life throws at them. In The Sky is Everywhere the adult presence felt starkly adult; knowledgeable, reliable. A pillar, in other words. In I'll Give You the Sun, that isn't quite the case. Though it seems, to thirteen year old Noah, that his scientist father has it all figured out, to sixteen year old Jude it is evident that her father isn't himself. And though, to sixteen year old Jude, to seemed as though her mother knew it all, had all the right answers now, looking back, for fourteen year old Noah that wasn't the situation at all. For me, the lines blurring between by teenage-hood and adult-hood, these explorations of life, love, and longing at all stages truly spoke to me. Moreover, I loved seeing the beauty of existence shown through multiple generations in a manner only Nelson can possibly achieve.

For me, I'll Give You the Sun is a significantly more complex novel than The Sky is Everywhere. I love it because the intensity of its emotions is not linked solely to grief. I was able to understand, on so many levels, the complexity between Noah and Jude's relationship. From the stage where they fought for each parent's time and approval to the stage where they became jealous of one another and even beyond, so much of it rang true even without the added component of grief--which I, personally, enjoyed. Ultimately, I believe this novel will speak to every reader in some way or the other. It's just one of those novels. Pain demands to be felt; I'll Give You the Sun does too.

You can read my review of Nelson's The Sky is Everywhere HERE


  1. I was one of the black sheep when it came to The Sky is Everywhere, I was hoping that I would have enjoyed it more :( But you have definitely made me want to pick my copy of this book asap, I love how the story jumps in time and how things are different for both of them later on. Here's hoping I end up liking this one more! Gorgeous review as always Keertana!

  2. I love a good emotional read with depth every now and then and this author sounds fantastic! I need to give the first book a try.

  3. I just read a review of this book that compared Jandy Nelson's writing to Melina Marchetta! My ears definitely perked up after that! This story sounds emotional and complex, but I think I'd start with her debut novel before picking this one up. Lovely review, Keertana! :)

  4. I've never read The Sky is Everywhere, but I keep hearing about it now that this book has released, so I suppose I need to read both. I'll Give You the Sun sounds amazing though. I'm so curious about the dual narrative and how their lives seem to switch around so much in two years.

  5. You captured the reason I'm reluctant in reading this one. I hate to cry! Gut-wrenching has to be something I'm willing to put myself through before I crack open a book like this. However, it is also a reason I WANT to read it. I do love a good book like this. Yep, making sure this one is on the wishlist.

  6. I totally understand your feelings before reading this book, as I feel the same. I mean I loved The Sky is Everywhere so I'm afraid to read this, but it seems that Jandy cannot write a good book and I don't remember reading any books with twins in it and that I loved it. That's going to be interesting. Great review, Keertana :)

  7. WOW! 5 stars Keertana?! :D You would have convinced me just by your rating alone, but your beautiful review has definitely solidified me reading this. There aren't many sibling relationships in YA, which I think is a shame because there's so much potential there; so I am so glad to hear this not only covers a wonderfully developed sibling relationship, but a swoon-worthy romance as well.

    Definitely giving this a try Keertana! Thanks for sharing and, as always, BEAUTIFUL review! <3

  8. This book.

    It's good for at least 100 re-reads.

    Wonderful review, Keertana. You've said what I couldn't…quite eloquently. Sigh.

  9. Yes, yes, and yes. This is one of my favorite books of the year. I've not Nelson's first book but this book makes me want to because I love it so much. Noah makes my heart break and sing. Great review.

  10. I NEED to read this Keertana! Everyone has just raved about it, and a 5 from you is high praise indeed. I haven't read The Sky is Everywhere either, but I'm glad this one was even more successful for you:) Can't wait to give both books a try!

  11. Holy wow, I never read her writing before but now it looks like I am completely missing out o.o it's sounds so.... different.. and nice. Gah I am going to have to see if my library has The Sky is Everywhere

  12. I actually feel the same way about this. I pre-ordered it, which means it's been in my house for weeks now, but I can't seem to gather the courage to read it. It's odd because I know, I KNOW I'm going to love it, and yet I chicken out every time I look at it. I tell myself it's because of the new semester, and the new class I've started teaching, but in reality, I'm a huge coward.
    Your review might just be the push I need, though.

  13. Oh Keertana, Keertana, Keertana. Is it weird that I feel like hugging you after reading this review? No, I haven't read I'll Give You the Sun, much less, The Sky is Everywhere, but your passion for Jandy Nelson's work is infectious. Is that even the right word to describe what I'm feeling? I don't know. All I know is that your words capture so much emotion, and I've connected to them. I want a similar, if not the same experience you had with this author. Clearly, I'm missing out on a lot. But I'm determined to read Nelson before the year is up. I already own a copy of The Sky, so why the hell not? This is such a beautiful & breathtaking review, and it made me so happy to read it. <3

    Marlene @ The Flyleaf Review

  14. Wow, such a beautiful review, Keertana. I especially love your last line, and I agree that it's a significantly more complex book that her debut.

    I liked this book quite a bit, but I have to confess I'm not in the love love love camp the way just about everyone else seems to be. Maybe it was the mood I was in while I was reading it? Her writing style is fascinating, though, and the relationship between the twins was nuanced and complicated and believable for sure. I also liked that the mother's choices were left--somewhat hanging? Or at least mysterious/unknowable to her children? That's often the way it is in real life.

    Wendy @ The Midnight Garden

  15. Lovely review, dear! And I'm so, so glad to hear that this story had such an impact with you. I can totally understand your initial reservation in reading this one - I don't feel the same in this exact situation, but I have for other books and authors. So it's always a nice surprise to find the new book is just as good as - or better than - that former novel that we love so much. It sounds like Nelson has become an even stronger, more nuanced author in her second book. I can't wait to have the opportunity to read this for myself. :)


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